The baby is getting bigger which means I am getting more uncomfortable. It's a blessing to be pregnant though. There was a time I wasn't sure I wanted kids. Mainly because I was scared of the unknown. I didn't know how pregnancy would be. I didn't know how I would do with labor. And I didn't know if I would be a good mom. Thankfully, I've gotten past all of that. Well, mostly lol. Each pregnancy has been different and this time has definitely been the hardest. Part of me worries how I will make it through the rest of the pregnancy but I keep going, one day at a time. I still worry about labor, each one has been different. Having a c-section still terrifies me and I worry that at least one of my pregnancies will end up in one. I HOPE not but that thought is in my head. And as far as being a good mom. There are a lot of days where I feel like a great mom but then there are other days, not so much. But I figure that's pretty normal right? Overall, I am glad we have children and I'm glad to have a body that can bring these sweet babies into this world. I am truly blessed to be a mother!